i totally forgot i have had a tumblr. i guess this shall be my avenue to rant. i shall make an effort to update once a week.

2011 is coming to an end soon. i couldn’t really recall what happened during the earlier part of the year. but i guess the second half of the year was quite bad. bad as in i had a few breakdowns. people who know me would know that i’m always the laugh-like-crazy girl. and many have mentioned i’m always smiling. nothing seems to get me down. hmm, but i guess school and some other stuff has been taking a toll on me. not only physically but also mentally.

i guess each and everyone of us would have a ‘depression’ moment. and i hated feeling like that. as we grow older, it seems harder to become happier. or is it just me? these few months have been like a roller coaster ride to me. i certainly hope that things would be much better in 2012.

and what’s holding me back…?